CONFESSION OF A BROKEN HEART
lindsay lohan
i go for some websites to find this song lyrics and
i found some review , read this :
"everytime i hear this song i can't help but ball, i mean every word of this song is like my biography. My father never even tried to love me, when my mom told him she was pregnant he tried to get her to abort me. and when i was born he just completely ignored me for 16 years. i only wish i had the courage to say this to my father, i just have so much anger pent up inside of me i can hardly handle it. I know exactly what she means when she says "tell me the truth did you ever love me?" it's a question that has lingered inside of me my whole life, and i almost don't want to know the answer, cause i fear it won't be what i want to hear, i just want to know what kind of person can completely ignore their children with no remorse. it really does bother me that this is what our world has come to. I know exactly how she feels"
"My dad's never really been the kind that'll hug you, or read you a story. When i was little, he was more of the daddy i want now. The only present i got from him, was a doll when i was two years old. Even though he's still here, i don't really know if he loves me. & me and my sisters ask him if he does, & he never answers. The doll was like, the only part of the daddy i wanted left, & later it just started to lose its meaning. I got mixed up in a whole bunch of bad things, just to get his attention. This song relates alot to what i think about my father, & i thank Lindsay for writing it. It's amazing."
"Though my dad is still in my life and we live in the same household, our relationship has always been a difficult one. Never in my 21 years of living have I ever heard him say how beautiful I am or how good of a person I am. Instead I have recieved insults like being called stupid and trash. I never been daddy's little girl to him. The constant battle we have with one another, day in and day out has truly left me broken. I feel like I am not good enough to be loved by any male. I pray that once I have a family of my own, my husband will constantly show and express to our kids how great they are...I truly thank Lindsay for expressing her struggle with her father, it makes me feel like I am not alone."
i dedicated to you
my beloved papa
Saturday, May 16
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Posted by Dian at 9:15 PM
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this is your feeling towards your beloved papa ?
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